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02:43pm 21/10/2006
 
mood: excited
In a couple of hours I'm going to be free-falling from 14,000 feet, jumping out of a perfectly safe airplane into the open air, I'm stoked.
 
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05:41pm 11/10/2006
  mishceif is coming home tomarrow, in the form of a little white boy from idaho. im excited.  
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11:38pm 05/09/2006
 
mood: thoughtful
I've been focusing way to much on my own wants and needs lately, mostly wants. this has to change.
 
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My life lately   
12:31pm 27/06/2006
  Boring, plain, dull, uneventful, semi-hazerdus.
-Im sick of drama
-Im sick of people not letting go the past, and wasting their lives away being pissed. I just want to grab them and slap them and scream into their face LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO WALK AROUND PISSED OFF ALL THE TIME! LET THE MIDDLE SCHOOL BULLSHIT GO!
- I see way too many people wrapped up in stupid un-needed drama, i mean realy, wheather your christian or not, break down life, and it all comes down to one thing, DRAMA DOESENT MATTER, your going to die, whoever you "hate" or "dislike" is going to die, EVERYONE is going to die, get over your petty disputes and enjoy the time you have.

-I want something new, im so sick of this area, theres nothing to do, i love my friends, but im sick of just being able to sit in my living room and play poker in our boxers (me jordan and patrick last night) and driveing arround screaming DE DE GON DRIFF! hahaha yah, last night was a good night, i have a lot of good nights, honestly i have nothing to complain about, but im going to anyway....because im bored, and i havnt in a while, haha. I can't wait for change. Me and Patrick might move in together this summer, which would be awesome. I have one job, i need to get another so i can do that, my plan is to get moved out by the end of the year. honestly i despize people who think they can just bum off their parents untill their 20 or 21, 19 is semi understandable, but i still dont believe in it. And i hate it when kids complain that they don't have enough money to move out, i have a few friends doing that, and i have just one thing to say to them, you put yourself in that position.

-Im going on an adventure, its going to be sweet. im going to buy a road bike (lance armstrong bike for those of you who dont know) and im going to bike to sarahs house in stockton, and then bike home the next day. its going to be a long ass bikeride, but im going to love it. Im thinking 3 hours if i train hella hard, well, not train, just start riding a lot. Im excited for it.

-so yah, thats my bipolar ranting with bulletpoints. peace!
 
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12:37pm 18/06/2006
 
mood: bored
I just thought i would share with everyone the new love of my life.

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his names bear.
 
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So ive noticed...   
03:37pm 03/05/2006
  A lot of people from church are worried about my current lifestyle, they believe that i em either not a christian anymore, or no longer make an attempt to be a good person, this is completely the opposite. I still believe and love gotd more than ever, and i try my hardest to be the best person i can be and affect others lives in a posotive way. so if you are one of these people worried, or you know someone who is, just know, or tell them, that i'm ok.  
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Update   
10:01pm 22/04/2006
 
mood: content
So i havnt updated my journal in probably like 6 months....and im realy bored, waiting for patrick arin and leslie to come over, so i thought i would update. My life has been amazing lately, besides school. Contrary to popular belief, my spritiual life is beaming, i reflect on god, and my love for him, and greatfullnes for everything arround me daily, it rules. My wordly life is awesome too, ive found a girl that i can settle down with for a long time, her name is sarah, she is amazing, im posotive none of you know her, because she lives in stockton, but yah, she is amazing. Ive made tons of new friends lately, and im becoming closer with old friends, almost like everything is coming full circle right as high school ends, its an amazing feeling. I just got back from mexico yesterday, i went with my family and a few family friends, i made a new realy good friend, and shes now my new manager. I only work 1 day a week at abercrombie now, because im sick of working for 7 dollars, yes, after working a year, i went from 6.75 to 7.00, AMAZING! but yah, im now getting 8 dollars an hour working at The Dog in san ramon, its going to rule. Im realy excited, i finally found a book that has sparked my interest and kept me reading, for those of you who do not know, i normaly HATE reading, but i began a book when i was in mexico, and ive never read so much, or so enjoyably. If you have never read "The Dainci Code", read it, even if you hate reading, read it, it is amazing, i have definately gained a love for reading. Shaina always told me to find a book i love, and it will spark a love for reading, i never realy understood that untill now, but its awesome. Im playing lacrosse now, i suck, but i love it. Yah, thats my rambling for now...the kids arent here yet...but they should be soon. Peace out.
 
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